it's not the end, because i made my stand (:

i was paranoid at first .

somehow, it was a blow to me .

but i managed to overcome this heartless jerk's actions to me, i'm fine though .

before i begin, i shall apologise for any pinpoints i'm gonna make, alright :D

YES, indeed .

i broke off with my ex again .

however, this time i'm really determined & didn't gave my verbals a second chance .

it's not even a month after we patched, many stuffs happened .

first, it was people telling me that he honged girls .

alright, i gave that thing a damn & i decided to trust you again .

again & again, a second incident happened .

now what ? two- time me after weeks of patched .

oh hells, i'm really nonchalant till friends started messaging me about this .

i don't have to save face for you, because you didn't save it for me either -.-

broad daylight, holding hands with that girl on streets .

hey brat, people do have eyes !

i don't have to experience that scene myself, i can simply knew it .

don't think i'm dumb, you're that dumb one instead .

sometimes i really don't get it, you really love me like you've said ?

now i think them a trash, i can admit it now !

oh ya, we quarreled over small matters .

you guys will laugh out when you know what matters are they that we quarreled .

true, couples quarrel, but this is really so rediculous that i find you such a small fry with a small heart -.-

your friends have been nagging at you to treasure, but you didn't listen .

you chose to ignore, like you've always do !

i think you're a loser, a total loser .

no don't have backbone to be a guy, because you're always breaking my heart, always .

i can't find a second person to be sso foolish to love you so much except me -.-

but now, i'm not that silly girl already .

you broke my heart upteen times, & i already poured my tears out upteen times .

it's enough, i'm really tired .

what for love you so much ? it's a waste of my time & efford .

ask yourself, did you ever bother to meet me ?

i'm the one who always travel, not you .

& you didn't offered to either !

you wanted breakfast, i offered to buy it for you willingly .

you didn't buy anything for me, cause i know you're not rich, this i can leave it aside, fine .

seriously, i find myself really devoted to someone who don't really love me .

perhaps, somehow, maybe ?

you treated me like a toy -.-

it indeed rings a bell, right ?

toys don't have feelings, they won't react like normal human beings do .

ironically, i did .

it's alright to treat me like a toy, i can treat you lke one trash too !

i wonder if you can really understand LOVE .

you didn't even bother to care & concern for me .

i am really proud to say, i do .

i sent you the message to tell you off & break .

what you reply, treat it as silent break cause we didn't contact .

ya, didn't contact till cause we quarrel .

please, it's an excuse .

if it's really silent break, i won't even be messaging you !

it's the fact, I B-R-E-A-K Y-O-U .

it doesn't matters, you already had no dignity .

people hate you like fuck, i didn't even care, i still love you like i always do .

but in the end, i'm one of the people who hate you like fuck !

you really give me infinity reasons to explain why i hated you .

i made my stand & cleared things out with you already, don't ever contact me okay !

delete my contact & ass off, i really had enough of nonsense from you .

there's a limit to my toleration, you really made me despise you .

i pity that girl you're holding now, she's gonna suffer the pain i experience soon .

& i seemed to be so happy that this truth are out .

because you didn't even wanna let me know about it, who told me this, you fuck care .

don't bother to find out, that person just care for me !

at least he knows the meaning of CARE, he really doesn't want me to get hurt .

yeah, i'm not crying, because i alreadyreminded myself it will be the last time that time .

i believe that day, you'll really get your retribution, just wait & see .

to really blog about him, it's really never ending .

forget it, i shall give this whole relationship a hack & lead my life .

thanks for those who cared so much for me,

i should really heed you guy's advice .

but never mind, just blame myself for making the wrong decision again .

& that someone, you lent me your shoulder, & you even

cracked jokes to make me smile, much love to you :D