Sometimes I feel so numb, I can't understand nor realise anything .
It doesn't even seemed to be so correct to make this step ahead .
Understanding is so difficut for me, I really chose to ignore this time .
I won't give in nor apologise, because I don't see the needs to .
One came after another, this is really driving me crazy .
which way would be bestest choice for me ?
I missed that person, which I shouldn't have to be .